I am trying not to be sad for every problem that I have faced

I am trying not to be sad for every problem that I have faced
I really don not know how to tell how to solve this
I just like lie on to myself
How I can hide all my mistakes and my bad behaviour

I just want to be one person held on

when i realize those mistakes, i have no idea to fix it
But from my deep of my heart, i really don not wanna do that anymore
I don’t know how to deal with my weakness

I saw many interaction on this entire world
I try to suggest me do the wrong thing.
I always failed to find my truth
I lost my own believe
I lost my own faith
I deal with my bad habits

Everyday i have aways train myself to become people.
Having a good attitude and good behaviour
Its really hard to define my own believe
I always find own desire
Even those of desire its only temporary
How I CAN get out from that

I am just a human
I am just a human
That statement make me still alive with bad habits
Yes you are human, but the true human not like that
True human does not have any negative habits

I just want to emphasise
All of this just for a while
So just remember and forgot the negative habits.