Wring Exercise : Love?

I not deserve to be loved
I am gonna die sometime
Is that love exist?
I really never think that love is exist

I see many people who already feel that situation
But i have no idea why they can make it happened

I only dream to be happy
I don't have any dreams to be loved
If I have already happy, then I feel loved
Even there is no people who love me
But this nature will be my couple

I fall in nature with no lie and there is no hidden and limit
I fall with nature with no sickness and stress
I feel calm and comfortable
I really don't like people who show up their excessive love
They want to show their happiness, and only let us jealous to watch their story.