Writing session : Cleansing my mind

Sometimes I just get sad and i do not really know why

Times so quick move and I really goes bad every day

When i see my childhood photos

I want to back to my child

I need to restart my mind and remove all the current memory

I am not desire to be rich

I am not desire to be a famous person 

But i really encourage myself to be productive

I really encourage myself to my time wisely

God please erase all my negative film on my mind

There is something on myself that make me down

I feel that I need to back to my childhood

Or better I cant do everything, so I can go to heaven

Myself really dirt and full of sins

I need to brush and cleansing all my mind

I get tired to fight with myself

How i can peace with myself

My hearth always different with my mind

Every decision that i had made, seems to  stupid

If I have already conscious its looks weird

mm .. Why I done these one.

There was regret at the end of the decision